Well another festive season without you Steve, I miss you so much as we would have been starting to go out for nice walks in the spring weather together. I think about you/us every minute of everday, and still cant accept that you were taken from me so suddenly. January is bleak enough, but without you its even harder. I just go on knowing that our love is eternal and that one day, we will be together again in spirit, where you will greet me at the gates of heaven.

I love you so very much, always have, always will.

Your Amanda xxx